how we gonna modify ourself in future?

i do believed whn all things fall into places rightly, some1 wil show me my pathway without any terms and conditions is needed...but i jus cnt figure it out why im insist on my future mus b an epic story.

i just confused about d uncertainties or d X-factors tat keep bothering me whn it wasn't d rite timing. i don't like mood swings and feeling vulnerable like an idiot who playing around in the little glass,however...the glass is still empty.

i jus went back from Genting Highland with my old-school friends, there was a lots of enjoyment even though the highlands was cold n bored as usual。BTW, i jus won 200 ringgit in d casino~yupeeei~~b frank, i think i wil b a morbidity gambler in future...gosh!! even think a little about it jus make me felt horrible...who wil b my refuge jus like my fren told me?

everyday passed by, i jus realised tat im stil standing around d same point while others ppl aldy moving forward. Looked into the sky,keep asking d same ques...whr is my project runway?